Shocked at how black n white ppl can be about adoption?

how is murdering a child better then adoption having it sucked out of you put on a metal dish n left to die! tell ya what the ppl who can do that amaze me! family is nt thru blood its thru ur heart! if a child can be offered a life full of love n joy security n hope from sum1 who isnt of the same blood why shud they be denied that? if the child stayed with the bio single mother who had days where even looking at the front door put her inrto a panic , couldnt even go to the shops for a pint of milk! sumthing which she had no control over! at ayoung age wants to live life do all the things that are normal to most ppl , just cleaning your teeth without fear watching a kids film n not having n anxiety attack, days when just looking ta sum1 shutting dwn thru fear! stuff that a child wud pick up a more then likely end up like a recluse just like his mum and a violent steroid drug dependent father who is nt shy with his fists an wud turn at the slightest thing whether its a child ,partner or pet! yet ppl seem to think coz theres bloodline the child wud be better off! to me any1 who cud allow there child to witness a life like that is no parent! sometimes things in life u ave no control of! i couldnt murder my son, nor can i allow that life for him! if me having an illness and having bad stuff happen to me makes me a lazy cow then so be it! but ppl who see that are very black and white n havent witnessed the effects of raising kids in poor conditions in abusive families kids who r neglected n mistreated coz if they had they wud see adoption isnt as bad an that bloodline means nothing! if the adoption process goes thru im not abandoning my child and im sure as hell not finding an easy way out! any1 who cud say adoption was easy hasnt got a clue my baby isnt here yet an i cry morning an nite coz i want my baby , an he is still with me! for the rest of my life he will still be in my heart n my head in that respect he will never leave me! i will find a way to make sure he knows he wasnt abonded and that he was n always will be loved unconditionaly by me! yh sum kids are adopted for wrong reasons but not every1 is the same! i hope that his adoptive parents make sure he believes he wasnt abanded coz he werent loved n make sure he is loved enough by them to nt feel so much hate about adoption n see that it benefited his life that he got the best!