Lgbt gay: help me; i think i am about to die without him with me?

Being a sort of bully then nice at other times, I think he's confused about what he wants to be to you. Ehh I know you'd like it, but let him be the one to make the second move, since the first was taking you off bebo. He can apologize or say goodbye. If you talk just use school stuff why do you need a subterfuge.